by Patrick Oliver Griswold
It was a strange thing—how much a person said without thinking. Words just tumble out, like water from a busted pipe, pooling into places they were never meant to settle. And actions—well, they were even worse. A whole day could pass in a series of missteps, miscalculations. And in so many missed opportunities.

If you were going to claim Christ, you had to mean it. Otherwise, you were just another man talking to hear himself speak. And God—God is always there, always listening, watching. Always knowing when you were pretending. The lost see it, too. They are good at spotting frauds. Maybe because they’d been fooled before, or because they, too, are frauds.
You can't just force Jesus on people, not like a stone through a window, shattering everything. Faith wasn’t a thing to be hurled. Faith has to be accepted. To be lived, breathed, and moved through, like settling into a house in which you intend to remain. And if I were to say I believed, then today I’d have to prove it.
“If anyone thinks he is religious and does not bridle his tongue but deceives his heart, this person's religion is worthless.” James 1:26
“In the same way, let your light shine before others, so that they may see your good works and give glory to your Father who is in heaven.” Matthew 5:16
“Examine yourselves, to see whether you are in the faith. Test yourselves. Or do you not realize this about yourselves, that Jesus Christ is in you?—unless indeed you fail to meet the test!” 2 Corinthians 13:5